Looking back...

1.Love life:

I dunno wot to say 'bout it.Gairik got to know 'bout mah feelings early in the January of 2006.I know I didn't get anything after telling that to him but if I wouldn't have told,I could have lost something for sure! He was told several times by my one of my best friends not to tell anyone 'bout that "proposal" thing anyway but he didn't keep his promise.One more thing.He also didn't keep his promise of properly calling me up atleast for once though he was given my reliance cellphone number,twice.I hope he remembers wot he himself told to Saheli that he can be a very good friend of mine.In that case,missed calls alone won't do,Gairik :-) LOL.On the 19th of October,I got assured of something which I had kind of guessed earlier 'bout GAIRIK...:-).Diwali lamps were really burning so bright that day! He haunts me in my dreams ...it's his image only in the tears.. OKAY.. I am myself tired of being poetic.:-D.Actually it kind of seems unimaginable that how can I love him still after one year? Gimme a drug to cure this 'pyaar ka virus'.Seriously.I am painfully single and NOT READY to mingle.No "humdardi" for me either,please.I am living a life which I have chosen mahself,and no one has pushed me into it.I know I am NOT happy but you need not bother.Ha ha ha! 'Coz one day mah Dark Lord's gonna clear away all the darkness of mah life....truely.Let's wait and watch how He does it for me!

2.Career:- Am contended wid this sector atleast! Getting da desired marks in H.S. and admission to Jawahari Devi Birla College..everything is alrite till now.Studies have become a kind of a thing which partly keeps self-destructive ideas away from mah mind. That's very good,isn't it? Good college,nice teachers,nicer friends and a rocking time there...wot more one can ask for?

3.Family: - I dun wanna write a kind of a Mahabharat.I still remember that incident of 2005 which left me in a state of shock.Won't go in2 the details though..but at that time since our Selection Xams were on.. it seemed someone's angelic smile cured mah contemporary state of mind.2006 brought in a mixed bag of good-and-bad in my family......whoosh! Enuf!

My new year resolutions:-

1.I desperately wanna cure mah too-much-transparent-a-face syndrome and I-cry-easily syndrome.
2.Getting a Voter ID Card and a new passport.
3.Satisfying my ever growing curiosity on Krishna Consciousness.
4.Will try to get proper sleep every night, will try to be more careful about my over-all health.

Wot else!?!

A special prayer to God on the New Year Eve:-

Dear God,please keep Gairik hale and hearty wherever he is and whomever he is with.I want him to be happy over all.May he get the kind of life he dreams of,the love he desires and all the happiness and all the laughter 'coz that suits him the best.And for myself,first of all,I would ask you to return back my life,my heart to me.Secondly,I would ask you to give me the strength and reason to survive if you are unable to fulfil my first wish.That's all.