Tose naina lage piya saanwari..

Nahin bas mein ab yeh jiya saanwari

Mohabbat toh ek javedaa zindagi hai..

Tose naina lage toh mili roshni..

Tose mann jo laga toh mili zindagi....

Looking back...

1.Love life:

I dunno wot to say 'bout it.Gairik got to know 'bout mah feelings early in the January of 2006.I know I didn't get anything after telling that to him but if I wouldn't have told,I could have lost something for sure! He was told several times by my one of my best friends not to tell anyone 'bout that "proposal" thing anyway but he didn't keep his promise.One more thing.He also didn't keep his promise of properly calling me up atleast for once though he was given my reliance cellphone number,twice.I hope he remembers wot he himself told to Saheli that he can be a very good friend of mine.In that case,missed calls alone won't do,Gairik :-) LOL.On the 19th of October,I got assured of something which I had kind of guessed earlier 'bout GAIRIK...:-).Diwali lamps were really burning so bright that day! He haunts me in my dreams ...it's his image only in the tears.. OKAY.. I am myself tired of being poetic.:-D.Actually it kind of seems unimaginable that how can I love him still after one year? Gimme a drug to cure this 'pyaar ka virus'.Seriously.I am painfully single and NOT READY to mingle.No "humdardi" for me either,please.I am living a life which I have chosen mahself,and no one has pushed me into it.I know I am NOT happy but you need not bother.Ha ha ha! 'Coz one day mah Dark Lord's gonna clear away all the darkness of mah life....truely.Let's wait and watch how He does it for me!

2.Career:- Am contended wid this sector atleast! Getting da desired marks in H.S. and admission to Jawahari Devi Birla College..everything is alrite till now.Studies have become a kind of a thing which partly keeps self-destructive ideas away from mah mind. That's very good,isn't it? Good college,nice teachers,nicer friends and a rocking time there...wot more one can ask for?

3.Family: - I dun wanna write a kind of a Mahabharat.I still remember that incident of 2005 which left me in a state of shock.Won't go in2 the details though..but at that time since our Selection Xams were on.. it seemed someone's angelic smile cured mah contemporary state of mind.2006 brought in a mixed bag of good-and-bad in my family......whoosh! Enuf!

My new year resolutions:-

1.I desperately wanna cure mah too-much-transparent-a-face syndrome and I-cry-easily syndrome.
2.Getting a Voter ID Card and a new passport.
3.Satisfying my ever growing curiosity on Krishna Consciousness.
4.Will try to get proper sleep every night, will try to be more careful about my over-all health.

Wot else!?!

A special prayer to God on the New Year Eve:-

Dear God,please keep Gairik hale and hearty wherever he is and whomever he is with.I want him to be happy over all.May he get the kind of life he dreams of,the love he desires and all the happiness and all the laughter 'coz that suits him the best.And for myself,first of all,I would ask you to return back my life,my heart to me.Secondly,I would ask you to give me the strength and reason to survive if you are unable to fulfil my first wish.That's all.

Translated lyrics of Ay Hairathe Aashiqui..

Right from the time when Guru's trailors had been coming on the television,I got more or less bowled over by the song "Tere Bina".I don't have enough words to describe this song nor do I have enough reputation to criticise or praise it even! LOL! But yesterday night,I thought of checking out the other songs of GURU and I found out something which triggered some emotions in me which I bet I never felt atleast in this lifetime.That "something" is "Ay Hairathe Aashiqui.."! The vague,evanescent image of a true love song which can convey more or less a xillion meanings that had been in my fantasies of my mind suddenly materialised out of nowhere.I couldn't believe my ears when I kept on listening to it on and on..............especially the beautiful meaning at the end of the song really stirred me up inside!

I dunno whether wotever I have understood from the song is at all right or not.. I mean.. I would have been glad if someone could have explained each and every line of the song to me with appropriate words.But for the time being .. lemme just write wotever I felt the meaning of those lines could be!

{Dum dara dum dara chashm chashm-e-nam(here "chashm-e-nam" means moist eyes,teary eyes,distressed soul}-2

Sun mere hum-dum Oh listen my soulmate..

Hamesha ishq mein jeena Always be in love/live in love}-2

{Ay hairathe aashiqui jagaa math Oh pristine love,don't ever wake up

Pairon se zameen zameen laga math Don't ever let your feet touch the ground(Don't ever come back to reality)}-2

[Ay hairathe aashiqui]-3

Dum dara dum dara chashm-e chashm-e-nam

Dum dara dum dara chashm-e chashm-e-nam

Sun mere hum-dum

Hamesha ishq mein jeena

{Kyun Urdu Farsi bolte ho Why do you speak Urdu and French? }-2

Dus kehte ho do tolte ho When you say ten you actually mean two!

Jhooton ke shehanshah bolo na! The King of lies, tell me!

Kabhi jhako meri aankhen If you ever look into my eyes

Sunaye..ek daastan.. Your eyes tell me a story

Jo hoton se kholo na!Which,though never comes on your lips!

Ay hairathe aashiqui jagaa math..

Pairon se zameen zameen laga math..

Ay hairathe aashiqui

Ay hairathe aashiqui

Oh hairathe aashiqui

Dum dara dum dara dum dara dum dara

Dum dara dum dara dum dara dum dara

Do char mahin se lamhon mein umro ke hisaab bhi hote hain From the past 2-4 months the moments seem like ages

{Jinhe dekha nahin kal tak}-2..kahin bhi..The one whom I didn't see anywhere till yesterday

Ab kok mein woh chehre bothe hain..! That face has been implanted by now in my womb..

{Ay hairathe aashiqui jagaa math

Pairon se zameen zameen laga math}-2

Ay hairathe aashiqui

Ay hairathe aashiqui

Oh hairathe aashiqui

{Dum dara dum dara chashm chashm-e-nam

Dum dara dum dara chashm chashm-e-nam

Sun mere hum-dum

Hamesha ishq mein jeena}-2

--Am sure there are many a mistakes in the above translation and I will be glad if anyone comes forward to rectify those and help me out LOL :-)

Bichhre abhi toh hum..

Bas kal parso..

Jeeyungi main kaise..is haal mein...barso..

Maut na aayi ..teri yaad kyun aayi..:-(...

Hai.. Lambi Judaai..

Char dinon da ..pyaar oh rabba ..hai..

Lambi Judaai..

Ek tu sajan mere paas nahin re..

Duje mila di koi aas nahin re..

Us pe yeh sawan aaye...Hai..

Us pe yeh sawan aaye... Aag lagayi...

Lambi Judaai..

Here are some of mah ART PRACTICAL works!! A pot.. and a handmade wrapping paper.I finished decorating the pot and at last got to varnish it early in this month only.:-) And I made this wrapping paper during the pujas.. It was a part of our holiday homework..LOL! :-D

juz found this poem in a website..check it out..!!!

The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders...It's seen in the width of his arms that circle you.

The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice...It's in the gentle words he whispers.

The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has...It's how good a buddy he is with his kids.

The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work...It's in how respected he is at home.

The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits...It's in how tender he touches.

The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest...It's in his Heart...that lies within his chest.

The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved...It's in how he can be true to one woman.

The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift...It's in the burdens he can carry . ...

Amey Date.. this person exactly looks like... Gairik..!!

Check out dis Mahi Ve video:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUUdQRnDiJM&mode=related&search=

Feelin like postin a few lines from sm movie songs..

"sar sar sar sarakta jaye mera laal dupatta
deewano ka dil dhadkae mera laal dupatta
aayi aayi jawaanii jab se ve jawaanii maine orha dupatta tan pe
jind meriye oRHa dupaTTa tan pe !"

"Yeh din yeh mahine saal...Guzar jayenge mere yaar...
Magar itna rakhna khayal...
Jeena sirf mere liye...Jeena sirf mere liye!"

"tum jo na aate to achchha tha aate na jaate to achchha tha...
tum jaate jaate jaana hamko diiwaana kar gaye...
dil na lagaate to achchha tha
na taRpaate to achchha tha
ab dil ko kya samjhaana tumko diiwaana kar gaye...
hamko diiwaano.n kar gaye..."

"aankhon se kajal ki tarah..phoolon se khusbo ki tarah..dil ko..
Chura liya hai tumne...

Zikr tera hawaon se...jab bhi kiya karte hain...
Yaadon mein teri khusboo ka hum maza liya karte hain!..............."

"palke.n jhukii hai.n saa.nse.n rukii hai.n koii hame.n pukaare
anjaanii raahe.n thaamii hai baahe.n ham hii nahii.n hamare
o yaara kya dil ne kahaa kya tum ne sunaa...
kya dil ne kahaa kya tum ne sunaa
milte bichhaRte yuu.n chalte chalte ham ho gaye tumhaare
kaisa asar hai ham bekhabar hai.n badale hai.n ye sitaare
o yaara kya dil ne kahaa kya tum ne sunaa...
kya dil ne kahaa kya tum ne sunaa ..."

"chhaap tilak sab chhiin lii mohse naina milaake re...".....................................


One day, early in the morning, tossing off the gray blanket of dawn, the sun lifted its head from its mountain pillow and saw that the season of love had arrived in the valley of the heart. And on the branches of memory, countless flowerbuds of past moments were starting to scent the air. Unvoiced, unheard longings, half conscious and half unconscious, were waking, rubbing their eyes, looking around. Life flows like waves, wave upon wave, every moment new, but nevertheless always the same. Yes, life! in whose folds there is both love and grief, meetings as well as partings. It flows and ripples, and as it passes us, it tells of a season of love arrived in the valley of hearts, where, on the branches of memory, countless flowerbuds of past moments have started to scent the air.


"kyo.n hawaa aaj yuu.n gaa rahii hai
kyo.n fiza ra.ng chhalka rahii hai
mere dil bataa aaj hona hai kya
chaa.ndanii din me.n kyo.n chhaa rahii hai
zi.ndagii kis taraf jaa rahii hai
mere dil bataa kya hai yeh silsila
kyo.n hawaa aaj yuu.n gaa rahii hai
gaa rahii hai..."....

an excerpt from mah diary...

Ghorer ei nibhrito kone...
Brishtibheja ekti dine...
Dekhi boshe...
Din...Mash...Bochhor-guli kete jachche...
Khubie taratari kete jache..

Moner aaynar tar chhobi..
Ekhono fike hoeni..
Hajar jhor-jhapta samle...
Seti ekhono ujjwal...
Brishtir fotagulou ekhon birokto..

Choker samne aste aste bashpo jome..
Khonokaler jonno jhapsha hoe ashe saamneta..
Sei kuwashar moddhe diyeo tar chokhguli..
Dekhte pachchi..............

Dekhte pachchi..se bolche..
Ami tomar noi....
Tumi phire jao..

Bastober mati khubie kothin...
Khali paye naamle...pa chhore rokto-o berote paare..
Tar mone dhokar raasta-tao je ek-i rokom......seta jantam na...
Jantam na je eto pathor sekhane..
Se thik-i bolechhilo...E raasta amar noy...
Tai e raasta phule bichhano noy..amar jonno...

Chak De India photos!!!

A really cute scene deleted from K3G:-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gjj-cR1MUfw

Sochenge Tumhe Pyar Kare Ke Nahin

Ye Dil Bekraar Kare Ke Nahin

Yaadon Mein Basaya Tumko

Khwaabon Mein Chupaya Tumko

Yaadon Mein Basaya Tumko

Khwaabon Mein Chupaya Tumko

Miloge Hame Tum Jaanam,

Kahin Na Kahin

Sochenge Tumhe Pyar Kare Ke Nahin

Dhoom again and run away with me on a rollercoaster ride..

Dhoom again and see your wildest dreams slowly come alive..

Dhoom again and gotta break the rules and partyall the time..

Dhoom again we gotta steal the show you know that ain't no crime

SO steal all that you can..the magic you begun..

Let's shout,break out..Come on once again letz hear it..

DHOOM MACHALE!

Wot Krrish cudn't do for Hrithik,Dhoom-II did that for him.Hrithik's character has a mesmerising sexuality about him which one probably can't escape.It's easy to fall in luv wid that so-called "imandaar-chor". Watch the movie for Hrithik!Stylish looks,free-falls,pyrotechnics,death-defying stunts,high speed chases,tongue-in-cheek humour..the film has it all.Much of da credit goes to Hrithik .. 'coz without him the movie would have been a soul-less body.He does sand-surfing, roller-blading, bungee jumping and much more with the mien of an expert.Besides the stunts, he stays in complete control of his character and convincingly brings out the emotional sides of Aryan in the second half. The movie truly belongs to him...:-)